i am so horrible at making relationships. i always feel like i’m imposing when i talk to people first and am afraid to make the first move to hang out with anyone because i guess i’m afraid that they won’t really want to and just say yes out of guilt or pressure or something. i’m pretty sure this is just social conditioning from being told i’m worthless but i’m not really sure that’s relevant right now. i just wonder how much i’ve missed out on.