i am so horrible at making relationships. i always feel like i’m imposing when i talk to people first and am afraid to make the first move to hang out with anyone because i guess i’m afraid that they won’t really want to and just say yes out of guilt or pressure or something. i’m pretty sure this is just social conditioning from being told i’m worthless but i’m not really sure that’s relevant right now. i just wonder how much i’ve missed out on.

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  1. notvanishing said: this is whack because you are awesome?
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  3. withparentheses said: Its like you’re narrating my life today. Thanks for so bravely articulating the way you experience the world. You provide me a great deal of comfort and support. I hope someone does the same for you. Thanks.
  4. iconoclasticallyqueer said: right? social anxiety is so fucking stupid. and even though I’m pretty sure when it’s that anxiety talking, I still question it and then just to be safe, do nothing, waiting for other people to always make the first move.
  5. floydthewizard said: Is your life my life? Because you sound just like me.
  6. extranjero said: i’m the same— perpetually stuck between feeling i’m worthless/no one really likes me and worried about overstepping boundaries. fabulous and forever alone.
  7. teenagewildlife said: i have that feeling all the time. :/ stupid social anxiety.
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