personal/sexy time stuff under the cut
i hooked up with someone last night and it was actually pretty good. i never thought someone as cute as him might find me attractive. we talked about having seen each other around and having been afraid to speak to the other for assurance that the other person would find themselves too cute for the other. it’s never crossed my mind anyone would think that about me. i never talk to people out of a fear they’ll find me disgusting or a nuisance. but when he came, after telling me he has a hard time doing so, he attributed it, in part, to how attracted he was to me. and that was sweet and bizarre and nice to hear. i kept my socks on because i hate my feet; i didn’t want him to see them. there was an intimacy with him i’ve never felt with anyone before. somehow i don’t think i’ll see him again though.