i kind of hate this. i kind of miss working. even living paycheck to paycheck i was never so hopelessly broke. everything is so uncertain these days and my goals and confidence in acheiving them change every fucking day and i hate it. i feel super alone and confused right now and i need affirmations and community and self-care but instead i’m weighing if i should sleep or eat before work cause i won’t have time to do both. fuck.